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The pressure is unbearable. You can't stop thinking about the last fight and what you could have done differently. If only you would have been able to keep your cool. You could feel the tension in your body. It wasn't good but it wasn't going away. You couldn't stop from escalating to a point of no return. If only you would have given that extra effort to try and stop yourself from saying what you said, maybe it would have turned out differently.
